![]() Cam Ranh Bay AB 483rd Security Police Squadron This
Little Light of Mine...
by, Steve Turner I could
see the Sampan drifting silently in the night. |
If I Could Just Change One
Thing...
"If only I hadn't heard... " |
One night, in early spring/summer 1970, we were parked at Oscar 7 near the beach on the South China Sea. I was the .50 cal man and back up driver on Quebec Echo, one of the four M113A Armored Personnel Carrier (APC), or track as we called them, assigned to patrol the south east quadrant of the CRAB perimeter. We were working our usual shift from 8:00 PM until 4:30 AM. We suddenly overheard OP9 (Oscar 9) call in to CSC, via their Motorola hand held radio, that there was a small dim light shining out in the sea, just to the southeast of OP9. We dropped whatever we were doing, jumped into the track and expedited up to OP9 which was on the southeast corner of the CRAB perimeter. When we arrived at OP9 we positioned the track facing out to the sea just to the south side of the OP. |
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Photo Below: Quebec Echo parked just south of OP9 on the South China Sea. |
![]() We lowered the rear gate and climbed up to the observation deck of OP9 which had an 81MM mortar tube and starlight scope. We all took turns viewing through the Starlite scope to see what was being reported. Sure enough there was a small dim light about a 1/3 to 1/2 of a mile out from the OP to the southeast, bobbing in the moonlit sea, but within the restricted 500 yard limit of the shoreline to the south. CSC contacted JADOC, Army Intelligence, who reported back after quite some length of time, which was their norm, that there should not be anything in that area. In the mean time the Flight Chief and OIC on duty arrived and surveyed the situation and verified again with CSC if there was any reason for activity in that area. All CSC could get was a negative on that reverification.
With the naked eye I could just barely see
the light bobbing up and down in the waves. The sea was fairly calm with
a wind chopped surface. I jacked in the first round from the 100 round
belt looping up from the canister in it's housing, which was attached
to the .50 cal turret mount on the track. |
Quebec Echo with .50 cal,
CAR15, M16 and M60 displayed.
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Photo Below: Arizona
Hill where the tracks were parked during "off" duty hours.
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This was our
head hooch maid Tanh. This particular noon, 2 days after the OP9 incident, as we awoke, we heard the hooch maids in their sing song, melodic chatter seem quite a bit more vocal than normal. One of our hooch maids, named Tanh, was an elderly, pretty articulate lady who was well educated and could speak very good English. She was the wife of the mayor of Cam Ranh village/city. I really liked Tanh and learned a lot from her about her culture and the Vietnamese people from the many talks I had with her at the hooch. She used to bring us traditional Vietnamese food to try for lunch and some was good and some was just barely or not palatable. I was the only one of guys to have the guts to try the food. Anyway, we asked what all the ruckus was about and Tanh explained in her very good English that the village was very upset and outraged about a local fisherman, his wife and 5 children that had been out fishing and had motor trouble while out on the sea side of the peninsula. She then exclaimed that all of them had been killed. The words hit me like the recoil of my .50 cal. I, of course, never responded or mentioned a thing, mostly due to shame and guilt. None of my hooch mates said a word either, since some of them were track team members also. This was pretty shocking and unexpected news. The truth of that night out on OP9, to my knowledge, was never known by Tanh or any of the other hundreds of hooch maids. The incident was never brought up by anybody that was aware of what happened after that day. Because of Tanh's ability to speak very good English, the news that day was a burden I carried for the rest of the year I was at Cam Ranh Bay AB and for all these many, many years since, right up to today. I really don't dwell on this nor do I lose sleep over it, but there is always that lingering doubt that festers in the back of my mind. I try to convince myself that things do happen in war that you can't predict or avoid. Deep inside it haunts me to think that the cries of outrage from the people of that village lay directly on my shoulders and my conscience forever, if it was true. I have silently told myself many times that this was just one of the many tragedies of war or it may really have been some propaganda or maybe that it did not even happen. I know I was only doing my duty and following orders. I also understand that many, many innocent people suffer and die in war torn countries. I only hope the incident the hooch maids were upset about that day was really propaganda or some anti American untruth. I guess only God knows the truth and will forgive. |
So... If I could change just one thing about my tour at CRB, from March 1, 1970 until March 2, 1971, it would be to have never heard that news... that it may have been by my hand that an innocent family, a man, his wife and 5 small children, in trouble may have perished due to my direct involvement. I know that all of us that served in the RVN realized that we all technically had some indirect responsibility for some innocent peoples lives being lost, due to bombing runs, suspected enemy village strafing etc. and just by being in country during the war. The direct responsibility, when it involves you personally, is a little harder to cope with. |
![]() "If only I hadn't heard".... Steve Turner |